Dear Friend

Dear Friend, 
                   I hear you having the same problem and being mad at people who are not doing what you want them to do. They are not treating you how you want to be treated.
You cannot control them. After all - if they tried to control you - you would consider it an insult. Leave them alone.
They are not treating you how you would like to be treated because...
a. You have not given them a guide by treating yourself well.
b. They are resonating to a different energy from the one your body/field is trying to move into.
It hurts because you are holding a finite vision of yourself.
It hurts because within it there is an absence of love.
One train of thought says people do 'mean things' to themselves and each other because they don't understand what 'honouring' is and they have forgotten who they are. Another train of thought says 'Every moment is perfect.'
In the Bible it says Adam went to sleep and nowhere does it say he woke up.
I find that interesting.
You must awaken in this body in order to make peace with what you feel are recurring 'problems.' Perfect learning is in each 'problem', perfect opportunities, perfect growth, strength, realignment, and so much more. Be ok with the lesson and it will work for you. Hold resistance and this resistance will cause you pain. You will have the lesson again if you refuse to understand it.
Every person on this planet has free will, and many are exercising it. You included. You have the choice to walk clear of painful situations and to also not turn you attention to pain.
Yet you wish to punish yourself by doing this.
It only needs investigating if you do not wish for peace.
Peace is with you when you choose to illuminate its presence.
Love is with you when you choose to illuminate its presence.
Limitless power is with you when you choose to acknowledge its presence.
Limitless power is you.
You are not broken. You merely need to step fully into your own shoes. 
And know you are dearly, divinely, always loved.
Deb x