Monday, January 9, 2012

Full Moon




Full Moon, what were you thinking??
Good Lord I had the most shocking sleep!
On the other hand the gifts you gave were huge.
Thank you for taking the weight off my chest, thank you for giving me the chance to release 2011 crumbs and debris from my auric field, thank you for the opportunity to spend some time with sacred women honouring themselves and their journeys, and thank you so much for the large wave that swept everything free as I finished my prayers.
A magical creative space ensued, changing, rearranging,
adjusting, writing, creating and painting, voices and messages 
are urging me to write, write and write more. God Bless the chance to do so. A great gift indeed. Love, love, love your work. x




Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Just a choice

Life happened to you. You can say this happened to me or that happened to me, you can say He did this to me, She did this to me, they did this to me, but really just life happened to you. Experience happened to you. It's your choice whether to take forward that experience and combine it with who you are. Who you are is fluid, you are an electrical structure, you are an activity, you are the flowing in and the flowing out. You are the breathing in and the breathing out, you are the becoming, you are the beginning and you are the end. You are whatever you wish to be at any given moment and it is just a choice.
Happiness is just a choice, joy is just a choice, experiencing pain, also a choice.
Adversity brings great strength as it's gift. Do not look your gift horse in the mouth, own your great strength, move forward with it and become who you truly are, the most ultimate expression of yourself, fully in your power, becoming, being, a force to be reckoned with.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Heavenly....?



My lanky 6ft-ish 14 year old Jacko wanders out to the kitchen. Picks up a box from the bench... reading aloud he says "Custard Powder? (his voice raises in pitch slightly) IS this what you use to make custard from?" "Yes Jack" I say. "Vanilla Custard?" he asks rolling his eyes and no doubt imagining a custard fountain where he can alternate between bathing and slurping all day...
"Yes Jack." I say.
"MY GOD" he says, "It's just like Heaven in a box!."
Before I started doing this work I used to just know things about people, my head was like a train station and I dreamed things that happened and had deja vu experiences.
 
I lived across the road from a lady that sometimes used to look at me strangely and one day she revealed that she was psychic. Quite psychic in fact. Really telepathic and as she started to share more of her insights with me I to...ld her I would love to know how to do all that stuff. She looked at me really strangely and said "Don't you know you are psychic?" I said No of course I didn't, because I wasn't and she sent me home to write down all the things that I just knew.
 
Once I sat down, I wrote for an hour and a half. I had a pile of little bits of paper and had remembered some of my childhood that had been blocked from my near death experience with encephalitis. I saw all sorts of things as a child and had been told I had a big imagination. It was true, my imaging faculty was keenly developed. I saw people fighting other people and dying, I saw all sorts of things. Too much for a young person to handle. I used to beg my mother to tell me there was no such thing as ghosts at night because thats when they came. Eventually for my own self preservation I expect, that side of me was shut down and almost wrapped away in some kind of foggy blanket for review at a later date.
So for some lady to tell me I was psychic at 38 years old, it came as a revelation. I was literally the last person to know, as I had predicted several things that came to be for people and promptly forgotten all about them. The information isn't mine, so it doesn't necessarily stay with me. 

 These days I just know things about people, my head is like a train station and I dream things that happen and have deja vu experiences amongst other things - however, now I know what it is, it's a gift in my life and in conjunction with my life lessons and other spiritual experiences learned so far it's the fabric of who I am.
Who are you? Do you know?
More importantly - do you remember?

What the world needs now....

Severn Suzuki speaking on behalf of the Children of the world 1992 UN

Severn Cullis-Suzuki is known as The Girl Who Silenced the World as a result of her speech to UN in 1992, self funded with a group of friends that formed the Environmental Childrens Organisation aged 9.

She urges people to take individual responsibility and set their values according to the future they wish to leave for their children.
As I rediscover the kitchen on my few days off, fresh fruit and berries are sitting in a pile calling out to me... thought I would google a little to see what appeals and I found Nigella Lawson and her blog...
Gotta love the lady - she is ...sassy... she says...
"I can't move for people talking about detoxing right now, and call me contrary, but it just made me have to make a cake."

Love it.
Nigella is a poster girl for curvy gorgeousness and recent surveys in Britain show that 2 out of 3 women are looking for curves like hers, and Kate Winsletts. Some would say she is eating terrible food and loading people up with calories etc, I see her living her bliss, in style and doing it joyously and with great love. BRAVO. That checkmates every other thing you do out of duty, out of fear, out of pressure from other people any day of the week.
Rock on Nigella, you really are a Goddess!!